My Family

Today i came back from outside i already hear my mum & my sister 'ma jia' then i feel sad cos i can't solve the problem. I really don't know how solve their problem cos both also 'degil' they can't 'yat yen yong yat po' how? Who can give me advise for 'hun' they stop fighting. My sis still young don't know be a mum is not easy!!!! But she just thing what her do is right want. She just thing about her self!! I really need some poeple to advised me how talk to my sis!! I really hope that she will think that all what she do to mum is right or wrong???? I want her feel that is if one person at out side without family care is feel lonely & very miss them!!! I hope she will know how important parents in our life!!

My Family

Jenny Dairi 05/12/08

Today don't know why leh suddenly want learn back the book keeping leh, then i find all the book of account to refer back.

Cos this few day i keeping ask myself in future what i want to do? Not only i ask myself my friend & some people also ask me the same question but i really don't know how to answer them!!!! I really have no idea in future what i want to do.?

Jenny Dairi

Yesterday i received the catalog from jj bkt raja but d name is my first ex-boyfriend name suddenly my memory with him flash back in my mind. I suddenly feel very funny.

And today i heard the song which he like the memory come back again to me. But i don know what feeling should be i have. I din feel miss him, 'yuan lai' i don love him. But anywhere i want thanks to him to give sweet memory & know about love.

Hmm don't know how is he leh? Are he find a new girlfriend already? Anywhere i wish him all the best.

Dairi

I'm feel scared every night i will dream a bad dream. Is very scarery, every night i have a same dream. Is about my ex bf. I won't forget for my whole life. I hate this guy very much i won't forgive him. I won't forgive the person who beat me like a animal, till i almost want to report police. In the early morning i give the shit guy beat till my nose blood & tumbuk my perut and almost i have no life if i din have back-up from my father. because the stupid guy want use sebatang kayu to beat my head. This is my whole life i won't forget this tragedi. The shit shit guy use my money but he din layan me as his gf so won't belive guy again. i very hate hate this guy if can i really want beat as he beat & i want double give back him. But i can't i have nobody help me!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY SHIT SHIT.
I r4eally hope one day he will give somebody beat or kill also no need kesian or simpati to him.
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