Jenny Dairi 05/12/08

Today don't know why leh suddenly want learn back the book keeping leh, then i find all the book of account to refer back.

Cos this few day i keeping ask myself in future what i want to do? Not only i ask myself my friend & some people also ask me the same question but i really don't know how to answer them!!!! I really have no idea in future what i want to do.?

Jenny Dairi

Yesterday i received the catalog from jj bkt raja but d name is my first ex-boyfriend name suddenly my memory with him flash back in my mind. I suddenly feel very funny.

And today i heard the song which he like the memory come back again to me. But i don know what feeling should be i have. I din feel miss him, 'yuan lai' i don love him. But anywhere i want thanks to him to give sweet memory & know about love.

Hmm don't know how is he leh? Are he find a new girlfriend already? Anywhere i wish him all the best.

Dairi

I'm feel scared every night i will dream a bad dream. Is very scarery, every night i have a same dream. Is about my ex bf. I won't forget for my whole life. I hate this guy very much i won't forgive him. I won't forgive the person who beat me like a animal, till i almost want to report police. In the early morning i give the shit guy beat till my nose blood & tumbuk my perut and almost i have no life if i din have back-up from my father. because the stupid guy want use sebatang kayu to beat my head. This is my whole life i won't forget this tragedi. The shit shit guy use my money but he din layan me as his gf so won't belive guy again. i very hate hate this guy if can i really want beat as he beat & i want double give back him. But i can't i have nobody help me!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY SHIT SHIT.
I r4eally hope one day he will give somebody beat or kill also no need kesian or simpati to him.
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